My jaw dropped and my eyes widened. “You think I did this to myself?” I held up both my arms. “That I said to myself ‘hmm, I wonder what it’ll be like to fall over a vase and cut myself in a room filled with vampires.’” My voice was laced with sarcasm but in reality I was trying not to cry. It’s scary having all these weird things happening to you and the one person that was supposed to be on your side accuse you of self mutilation.